yesterday go makan so tak on com..
its a treat from our father
i heard he had already plan our activities
so maybe these few day i will not be writing
yesterday while waiting for the bus
i saw my npcc friends
donnoe where are they going to cause i did not
talk to them hehehe
from their faces i can sense that maybe thay were
saying me sombong hahax
ok lah i'm not the peramah type so
if you c me juz say hie to me i won't marah one
unless u were making fun of it lol
while i were at cp i saw my long lost friends
ok lah its not long lost friends but its my friends
ok these time its not my secondary friends
but my primary friends
we only meet each other once every one year
once we meet of couse lah there story to share mah
and both of us would juz laugh at each other stories
i know these blog is quite lame
so i'm enading it ok bby

what are goal ?
are they the ones you achieve ?
or are the the one you buy?
to me goal come from hardwork
mean if you spent most of your time studying
and revising your work for the coming exam
inshallah you will pass don't you?
wanna talk about my result?
its not as good as last time lah
but at least there are some improvement
and the opposite of improvement ......
he heh ehe h ehehehehehehhe
when all the result combine
the subject that i fail is english
some of my friend told me that english
is the easiers subject to score .......
but to me its the hardess .
fail english mean everything fail
so my hardwork for the other subject
is useless if my english is a fail
eventhought my english is a fail
i'm happy with my other subject
especially math he he he ..
wanna know more sms me ......

the last day of school
kena collect itu report book lah
since both of my parent cannot go to met
with my sistarz teachers i have to meet them
so after take mine report i have to rushed
to my sistarz skool to take her report bk
so that day i was in total rushed.......
her skool quite nice but still my skool is the best hahax
i was so stress on time that i forget to c my own teacher
to collect my own thing
he he he [ tu lah excited lah kate kan]
anyway her math result and mine only different of one mark
of course lah my parent happy kan
but one subject that i can't win is history
her's so darm good while mine so darm lousy
hahahahahahahahhahahhahhahhahhahahahhaha
usually after exam my pa going to treat we all go makan
i wonder where is he going to treat us ?????????
somewhere near or far ?
where could it be ?
but i sure its not the zoo he he he

everyone has their own phobia right ...
some were on food
some were on insect
some were on thing
i have a phobia on rollar blading
its quite painful lah when you can't
control yourself ......
mean kept falling and falling
and cannot balance yourself
i try roller blading when i'm in sec 1
and it really memalukan
and i don't think i will do it again
so today actually i have an excursion
for ice skating . i can't roller blading
how am i suppose to skate on te ice ?
it is so scary ......................................
when i 'm scared i will juz kept going
in and out of the toilet doing my own
chocolate cake ...
so that why i cannot make it to skool taday.
i know it quite unbelievable but its up to u
to nak pecaya or not .......
when i think back i laugh at myself ....
bcause its like a cartoon ..........
haha hahahahahahahahahahahahhaha !

my favourite subject is math , science & maybe geography ......
eventhough they are hard but they are interesting
in they own way. most of them contain something that
capture my interest to wanna know more ...
eventhough they are my favourite subject ,
but not all the chapter i love .
my 50 - 50 like subject is english , art , malay & maybe D&T
eventhough they sound easy but actually they are hard.
most of the time these subject are the one who
i fail , fail , fail and sometime pass .
so these are the subject that were on a roller coaster ride
which mean if do not study hard enought for it i will fail
my paling tak suke subject are home economic and history
these two subject i seldom pass.
i pass home economic juz for two time and history one time.
these two subject are the weakest subject
so i'm not going to take them for
maybe next year if i past and get to choose
with these i realize that it not so easy to achieve my gols

what am i suppose to do if someone
say hate you with an exclamation marks?
seriously the first thing most of you would do is buat bodoh right?
ok fine, first thing first i did something wrong then that
where the hate should start right.....
ok i realize my mistake and i wanna say sorry .
so that all these would come to its end
but then when all those sms came
all those word in it were so so so so so strong and painful.
most of the time i do not reply these sms because to me
if i reply i will just hurt my feeling much more deeper....
thats my reason why i do not want to reply those sms.
then half of me can except the fact
that i should make the first move to say sorry
but then the other half ,
jux do not want to make the first move cause it felt that
aku baru nak start to make the first move
but then i get all those harsh sms
seriously the other half of me felt that it is so unfair.....
after reading it , all kind of feeling came to my mind .
marah , geram , sedih , sayu , kesal
banyak sangat that i could not explain..
i know that you are not these kind of person
but when these happen
i don't think i know about you as much as other did .....
i can accept that not everyone can accept me as
who i am because everyone has different feeling of other..
the other thing that i receive is about me complaining
to others and saying that i'm shameless ............
everyone need to talk to someone
when they cannot take it right ?
cause to me , i think that is a way for me to release the unwanted thing
then if you thing that if i'm talking to someone about my problem is a complain
then it simply mean that anyone who shared its problem with someone
must be someone that is shameless .....................
is that what you wanna to lell me ?
i realize what i had done wrong
then there one message that you forward it to me which
say that it take 2 people to create a problem
i have realize mine .
have you realize yours?
to me i believe that in order to get other to understand me
i should understand other's feeling and respect them
but not all the time i can remember these sentence
when i could not remember in what i believe
most of the time i end up in trouble.
human being makes mistake that what other says
then if you felt hurt after reading these blog i can only say sorry